Forgiven

Couldn't save you from the start
Love you so it hurts my soul
Can you forgive me for trying again
Your silence makes me hold my breath
Oh, time has passed you by

Ooh, for so long I've tried to shield you from the world
Ooh, you couldn't face the freedom on your own
Here I am left in silence

You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that's done's forgiven
You'll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that's done's forgiven

I watched the clouds drifting away
Still the sun can't warm my face
I know it was destined to go wrong
You were looking for the great escape
To chase your demons away

Ooh, for so long I've tried to shield you from the world
Ooh, you couldn't face the freedom on your own
And here I am left in silence

You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that's done's forgiven
You'll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that's done's forgiven

I've been so lost since you've gone
Why not me before you
Why did fate deceive me
Everything turned out so wrong
Why did you leave me in silence

You gave up the fight
You left me behind
All that's done's forgiven
You'll always be mine
I know deep inside
All that's done's forgiven

Sad

Never say I love you
If you really don't care.

Never talk about feelings
If they ain't really there.

Never hold my hand
If you're gonna break my heart.

Never say you're going to
If you don't plan to start.

Never look into my eyes
If all you do is lie.

Never say hi
If you really mean goodbye.

If you really mean forever
Then say you will try,

Never say forever
Coz forever makes me cry...

Lost

"Forget the peace inside
Giving way to the gods of destruction
Full of desire
You feel afraid that there's nothing left
Oh oh, oh no,
Oh oh, oh no...
The ocean is dry
Do you feel hollow?
Nowhere to hide
And nothing to swallow
And when you can't recognize,
Anything solid
Where do you turn
When you can't buy it?
What can you believe in now
With no love to follow?
Now that you have lost yourself
Oh, can anything help you now?

Just let your fears go
You might find your way back home
Let your fears go
You might find that you're not lost.
Just let your fears go
You might find your way back home
Let your fears go
You might find that you're not lost.

What did you learn?
What was it worth?
What did you yearn for?
Everything's lost now.
And not alone and not alone
And not alone and not alone
And not alone and not alone
And not alone and not alone

Just let your fears go
You might find your way back home
Let your fears go
You might find that you're not lost.
Just let your fears go
You might find your way back home
Let your fears go
You might find that you're not lost."


Sunlounger Feat. Zara - Lost (Chill Version) lyrics
Download track: http://uploading.com/files/AUX8S0AQ/11-sunlounger_feat._zara-lost__chill_version.mp3.html

Invisible

"How is it that I remain invisible in your eyes?
I've lit a thousand candles, wished on every star in the sky.
How can you take my love when your arms are filled with the past?
Your burden is heavy, I know, but it doesn't have to last.

Another day, another night
Another tear, another fight,
A lonely path in the dark
Another dream torn apart

Another place, another time
Another day, another try
Open your eyes, open your heart
Live in the dream where we're never part
How is it that I remain invisible in your eyes?

You locked your scarred and shattered heart, to the ocean threw the key
Now there's no one to hold you at night when you cry yourself to sleep.
How fiercely blow the winds of change when two souls drift apart.
Let the warmth of the sun kiss your face, heal your broken heart.

Another day, another night
Another tear, another fight
A lonely path in the dark
Another dream torn apart

Another place, another time
Search for me and you will find
Once invisible, now invincible
Distance erased with a single embrace
How is it that I remain invisible in your eyes?"

Kirsty Hawkshaw Meets Tenishia - Invisible (Kopi Luwka Mix) lyrics
Download track: http://uploading.com/files/EH8DB6FC/12-kirsty_hawkshaw_meets_tenishia-invisible__kopi_luwka_mix.mp3.html

VA-Armada Lounge Volume 2-CD-2009

Details

Artist: VA
Title: Armada Lounge Volume 2 CD
Label: Armada Music
Cat. No: ARMA189
Tracks: 16
Size: 106,9 MB
Quality: VBR Kbps / 44,1Khz / Joint-Stereo
Genre: Ambient

Tracklisting

01. Arnej Feat. Josie - Strangers We've Become (Acoustic Mix) 03:28
02. Tenishia Feat. Tiff Lacey - Burning From The Inside 04:53
(Tenishia Frozen Mix)
03. Bissen Pres. The Crossover - Washout (Piano Mix) 04:58
04. Space Brothers - Beyond The Sun (Original Mix) 03:59
05. Coastline Feat. Madelin Zero - Alone With You 03:44
(Chillout Remix)
06. Lowland - Children (Original Version) 04:01
07. Julian Vincent Feat. Cathy Burton - Certainty 05:34
(Andy Prinz Chillout Mix)
08. Deep 'N Pure Feat. Radboy - R We Ever Gonna Be 03:05
(Original Mix)
09. Astrid Suryanto - Distant Bar (Original Mix) 05:13
10. Orkidea - Beautiful (Ambient Mix) 04:52
11. Sunlounger Feat. Zara - Lost (Chill Version) 05:30
12. Kirsty Hawkshaw Meets Tenishia - Invisible (Kopi Luwka Mix) 06:27
13. Mike Foyle & Augustine Leudar - De Bells of Nafin 04:44
(Original Mix)
14. Moussa Clarke & Terrafunka - She Wants Him 06:24
(Dynamic Illusion Chill Mix)
15. Erik de Koning - Dream Flight (Chillout Mix) 06:41
16. Sir Loungealot - Silver Beach (Original Mix) 05:30
Total Track Time 79:03 min

Download: rar pass: www.3lanet.com

RapidShare -- http://rapidshare.com/files/258633060/VA-Armada_Lounge__Volume_2-CD-2009-TSP.rar

I thought i had to share it with you people coz its a very nice album, specially for Ambient lovers

Darkest Sorrow

I want to run away
Inside my bright red scream
I want to break the doors
Holding back my dream

Living like this
Checking the skies for rain
A constant reminder
Of this burden and pain

I'm holding on to
A shooting star
Its points cutting my skin
This time it's gone too far

Nothing left to wish on
My bloody star fell
Left me drowning in hopes
Inside my wishing well

Not looking for a hero
To owe such a debt
I could not ask for saving
This loss is not a regret

I want to run away
But there's nothing out there
I want to shatter windows
That look out on nowhere

This is not life
If I'm already dead
My bleeding heart stopped beating
And tears I no longer shed.

Since The Loss Of You...

Since the loss of you
I've learned to live for each day
And take it as a blessing
Knowing it may not always be this way.

Since the loss of you
I've learned that when everything goes wrong
To never give up on what is right
Because it can only make you strong.

Since the loss of you
I've learned that even when you're in a lot of pain
You've got to hold yourself together
So you won't feel like you're going insane.

Since the loss of you
I've learned how to hold the tears when I want to cry
Because all I have is memories
And just want to ask God why.

But mostly, since the loss of you
I've learned a life can be taken in the blink of an eye
And only Heaven really knows when
That person will have to say "Goodbye."


Dedicated to Frans and Larry, Peace to your Souls. You will never be forgotten.

Watch Over Us...

Even though he's gone
his memory still remains in our hearts.
His smile and face will never fade.
We think of him as we go on each day.
The good times we remember
and the days spent together
will be in our memories forever.

So when you start to get down
and you really want to cry
just think of the funny times
and don't wonder why.
Just leave it at that
and know he's better now.

We love you Frans
and we'll miss you so much
but we know you're much happier.
So watch over us and make sure we're okay
and we'll see you again someday.


To Frans, that sweet man who left us so soon. Rest In Peace my Friend

Dying Inside...

Something so hard

goes straight to the soul;
it seems impossible to get over
and my heart is left with a big hole.

I'm trying to be happy, wearing a smile;
but I'm dying inside.
The world seems to be fading,
and I just want to run and hide.

Everything I do, I think of you
and realize how much I miss you;
and on the day you died
a piece of me died too.



This poem is dedicated to a dear friend who passed away. I'll never forget you Frans, may you Rest In Peace.

Pure Bliss

"If we could sniff or swallow something that would, for five or six hours each day, abolish our solitude as individuals, atone us with our fellows in a glowing exaltation of affection and make life in all its aspects seem not only worth living, but divinely beautiful and significant, and if this heavenly, world-transfiguring drug were of such a kind that we could wake up next morning with a clear head and an undamaged constitution-then, it seems to me, all our problems (and not merely the one small problem of discovering a novel pleasure) would be wholly solved and earth would become paradise."

Aldous Huxley 1894-1963

It's All About Ass

Sim estou viva...

Pois é... Já fazia uns meses que não passava por cá... falta de tempo? vontade? preguiça? Acho que foi um mix dos 3 :P

Enquanto navegava por aí encontrei um texto que me tocou e resolvi postar... Pk é uma linda homenagem aos amigos, amigos que tenho, não são muitos mas os que tenho valem ouro, portanto há que estimá-los e dizer lhes de vez enquando o quanto são importantes para nós... Então aki vai:

"Abençoados os que possuem amigos, os que os têm sem pedir.
Porque amigo não se pede, não se compra, nem se vende.
Amigo a gente sente!

Benditos os que sofrem por amigos, os que falam com o olhar.
Porque amigo não se cala, não questiona, nem se rende.
Amigo a gente entende!

Benditos os que guardam amigos, os que entregam o ombro pra chorar.
Porque amigo sofre e chora.
Amigo não tem hora pra consolar!

Benditos sejam os amigos que acreditam na tua verdade ou te apontam a realidade.
Porque amigo é a direcção.
Amigo é a base quando falta o chão!

Benditos sejam todos os amigos de raízes, verdadeiros.
Porque amigos são herdeiros da real sagacidade.
Ter amigos é a melhor cumplicidade!

Há pessoas que choram por saber que as rosas têm espinho,
Há outras que sorriem por saber que os espinhos têm rosas!"

I Carry Your Heart...

I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it (anywhere I go you go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)
I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)
I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)
And it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you.

Here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(Here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart.

I carry your heart (I carry it in my heart).

I Love Thee...

I love thee, as I love the calm
Of sweet, star-lighted hours!
I love thee, as I love the balm
Of early jasmine flowers.
I love thee, as I love the last
Rich smile of fading day,
Which lingereth, like the look we cast,
On rapture passed away.
I love thee as I love the tone
Of some soft-breathing flute
Whose soul is waked for me alone,
When all beside is mute.

I love thee as I love the first
Young violet of the spring;
Or the pale lily, April-nursed,
To scented blossoming.
I love thee, as I love the full,
Clear gushings of the song,
Which lonely--sad--and beautiful--
At night-fall floats along,
Poured by the bul-bul forth to greet
The hours of rest and dew;
When melody and moonlight meet
To blend their charm, and hue.
I love thee, as the glad bird loves
The freedom of its wing,
On which delightedly it moves
In wildest wandering.

I love thee as I love the swell,
And hush, of some low strain,
Which bringeth, by its gentle spell,
The past to life again.
Such is the feeling which from thee
Nought earthly can allure:
This ever linked to all I see
Of gifted--high--and pure!

Sonnets from the Portuguese

How do I love thee? Let me count the ways.
I love thee to the depth and breadth and height
My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight
For the ends of Being and ideal Grace.
I love thee to the level of everyday's
Most quiet need, by sun and candlelight.
I love thee freely, as men strive for Right;
I love thee purely, as they turn from Praise.
I love thee with the passion put to use
In my old griefs, and with my childhood's faith.
I love thee with a love I seemed to lose
With my lost saints I love thee with the breath,
Smiles, tears, of all my life! and, if God choose,
I shall but love thee better after death.

A Nocturnal Reverie

In such a night, when every louder wind
Is to its distant cavern safe confined;
And only gentle Zephyr fans his wings,
And lonely Philomel, still waking, sings;
Or from some tree, famed for the owl's delight,
She, hollowing clear, directs the wand'rer right:
In such a night, when passing clouds give place,
Or thinly veil the heav'ns' mysterious face;
When in some river, overhung with green,
The waving moon and trembling leaves are seen;
When freshened grass now bears itself upright,
And makes cool banks to pleasing rest invite,
Whence springs the woodbind, and the bramble-rose,
And where the sleepy cowslip sheltered grows;
Whilst now a paler hue the foxglove takes,
Yet checkers still with red the dusky brakes
When scattered glow-worms, but in twilight fine,
Shew trivial beauties watch their hour to shine;
Whilst Salisb'ry stands the test of every light,
In perfect charms, and perfect virtue bright:
When odors, which declined repelling day,
Through temp'rate air uninterrupted stray;
When darkened groves their softest shadows wear,
And falling waters we distinctly hear;
When through the gloom more venerable shows
Some ancient fabric, awful in repose,
While sunburnt hills their swarthy looks conceal,
And swelling haycocks thicken up the vale:
When the loosed horse now, as his pasture leads,
Comes slowly grazing through th' adjoining meads,
Whose stealing pace, and lengthened shade we fear,
Till torn-up forage in his teeth we hear:
When nibbling sheep at large pursue their food,
And unmolested kine rechew the cud;
When curlews cry beneath the village walls,
And to her straggling brood the partridge calls;
Their shortlived jubilee the creatures keep,
Which but endures, whilst tyrant man does sleep;
When a sedate content the spirit feels,
And no fierce light disturbs, whilst it reveals;
But silent musings urge the mind to seek
Something, too high for syllables to speak;
Till the free soul to a composedness charmed,
Finding the elements of rage disarmed,
O'er all below a solemn quiet grown,
Joys in th' inferior world, and thinks it like her own:
In such a night let me abroad remain,
Till morning breaks, and all's confused again;
Our cares, our toils, our clamors are renewed,
Or pleasures, seldom reached, again pursued.

(By Anne Finch)